like, I need to help Ys better, but how can I when Im at my limit and can’t help myself. Im such a terrible sibling. such a fucking loser who fucks up everything and makes it so much worse.
ughhh. That shot through all the energy I had, Didn’t even get to reach anyone of the people I was trying to get a hold of. Why does getting medical care have to be so hard, its so stupid. And now I’m crying and nothing is getting done and I have done EVERYTHING I can do.